An Illumination in the Shadows

I said that I would update the journal so now I did. Now all I have to do is add err...friends! Sorry debbie! alam ko long due na hehehe

I spent the whole of my night and morning scripting this thing well Tabulas is also quite easy to manage. I have to add pictures to my gallery now... *smiles*

well...I haven't tried this feature yet.

Hmmmn. What's this fetish with blogs? Heh heh. It seems that I'm just in it for the latout haha...and blogging of course. This is where I put in my thoughts so I won't forget.

I finished my tabulas just now, visit! Moonlight Feathers. It's no biggie. I just got the snow script. I love it. It's from dynamic drive. Anyway, school starts tomorrow and I want to change my PE. I'm preparing beacause I didn't get to before because of my injury. ^___^.

This is although I'm very sick today, and I can't find my new shirt somewhere in my clothes jungle.

Oh well. I'll have to fill up on vitamin C.

~

I'm making a class schedule out of Kurama images...(as posted in my gallery, but I decided I'll draw it myself. It's been a while, YYH now seems antique to me. Ahhh~reminiscing the old days. The character of Minamino Shuuichi somehow seems to inspire me to study so as a schedule, it'll be perfect.

It's not that my goal is to be the perfect human being that he is. But at least I would like to try to be a little close. ^_^ ha ha. That's vain, but nevermind.

And oh yes, yesterday, I found my old treasures fiction novels. Giyenah! I found 'angel' and 'Isang Minuto' and 'Bittersweet Confessions'! I'm posting them. But haha it's like reuniting with a long lost love...except that those fiction stories are mostly yaoi. I don't want to lose those fics ever again.

I am currently starting the Top Secret Ragdoll Project. It's a web site about a top secret mission.

The top secrecy wasn't supposed to be urgent until someone that one of the Ragdolls trusted blew it.

But anyway, I'm excited about it. I want to upload the site immediately.

So I won't forget, I'd probably set it up at Invisionfree.

You know who you are rag dolls. Only five people will know about it for now. After you've finished everything, we can let the whole world know.

Ok, so it may be evident in some other areas of the world...

I tried to use the MRT and LRT way for two days now. yesterday, I was passing by Mercury to ride a trike when thsi message was in the Menu of Goodah (a restaurant nearby):

"We served beer."

and then at the trike, there was a large sticker at the front saying:

(some senatorial candidates name) "VOTE [I forgot, sorry], Tagapagtanggol ni FPJ!" -->(FPJ's defender, or something like that.)

To what makes these two statements funny and only in the Philippines, It's up to you people.

PRINCE YUKI = LOVE.


Heh heh. I've known prince Yuki before, but now I see him in a different light: moving.

Just this morning, I woke up, (of course after a realtively nightmarish dream about ghosts...for the nth time) and watched TV. And whoa! Fruits Basket is on air. Yes, Prince Yuki is not a human being. He is a character from an animation.

Anyhow, I seem to fancy bishies of that stereotype: Kuramaish stereotypes. They become my favorite characters.

Anyhow, after that, slept again and then ate lunch. Mmmmm tinolang manok. I ate mostly the green papayas because I really don't eat soaked chicken...hahaha. I hate the taste of chicken skin.

Anyhow (again), We were eating lunch when my Dad arrived home bringing the morning paper with a grin on his face. My Mom was also grinning. And she said "bumili ka ba ng dyaryo? ako din bumili eh!" I didn't understand why they need two copies of the same newspaper on the same day.

But then, I realized that it was because my Dad's name and area of work had a whole page in the Inquirer. XD XD XD.

I said, "me too, I have a big picture in the newspaper." (That was the animax article in Sunday star Kids). XD Wrong reaction. I hid that article so nobody could see and now that I blurted it out hahaha my mum and my grandma asked for it. I said I already threw it away. heh heh. But actually I didn't. No way! I'm not showing. Besides I can't ever be proud of it because it wasn't really much of an achievement worth the morning paper. Yes it was, in terms of cosplay and artistically speaking I should be proud of it that way, but the kind of achievement I'd like to have is the one like the article with my Father' name in the paper. To be able to help other people and the Philippines progress. That's the kind of article I would like to be part of.

...part of...even if I don't even have my name on it.

Speaking of printing, the book shop in the church called and said that she had already found the bible that my brother and I have been asking for. We're getting it tommorrow. ^_____^ writing this just so that I won't forget.


Anyway, as for accounts of yesterday.

1.) school. Poetry class is usually interesting, but I was drawing so it was good that they were throwing trivia of the Taj majal and straying to discuss the poem interpretation proper, so I can finish my doodle. As for my doodle I shall post. And it was free cut in math yeaterday, so I got to go home at 11:30.

2.) Next Stop is Nyel's house. I went to Ronica's to borrow their acoustic, but since her cousins will have thier jam later in the evening, we just played FFX-2 haha. Yuuna. I remember that I cosplayed her a veeeeeeery very long time ago. Something worthy of forgetting. Haha. XD XD XD. Yuck, I can't see myself.

3.) Next stop is my house. Ronica and I sort of toyed with Adobe photoshop. And then she went home because she was going to watch her cousins jam and I have a birthday occasion to attend.

4.) Okay, I went to Red Box at about 6:30 and arrived there by about 7. It's funny that I got lost in Greenbelt 3 looking for it. I've only been to Greenbelt a few times, that's why I was looking around for red box in circles. Haha. Anyway, it's the first time that I took a cab alone late at night, but my uncle drove me to a cab station and we took the number and chose a driver and stuff.

The debutante Carmel wasn't there when we arrived but some of my blockmates were already there, simplyirene and jaja was there.

Anyway, via, Diane and I went window shopping. XD Yeah ha ha. "Sale sa bags, 50% off. WOW, Heh heh. 30,000 Php nalang."

But the party was relatively fun. I found out that my blockmates were good singers heh heh. ANd there was this guy, Jaja's er...beloved, XD (Jaja don't kill me...he won't read this anyway) Sung "Wherever You Will Go" Perfectly. I had the other mike, but I wouldn't dare to sing. I was so nice sounding that I'd hate to destroy the song and the fact that---

~Jaja had the other mike, and they were doing a duet ~heh heh.

And When Her own beloved was there, Shara went nuts. SHe stood up and sung! As in, she stood up and well, took the stage. It was so funny. She was much like being drunk except that she didn't drink.

It's like what somebody had told me before. Maybe it's true. "People do crazy things because of the people they like."

Pretty Interesting Human behavior, ~ne?

Anyway, Sumabay ako kina Diane pauwi. (hehe biglang tagalog) I was supposed to go with Carmel, but the smoke inside the room was building up so much that I couldn't breath (literally). So I decided to go home. It's so weird that I am so frail physically. I wish I could change that part of myself.

The first part of the day I have posted yesterday.

Right now, I just came from Ongaku Rave. A lot of bands played...and there was also cosplay. Anyway, I heard that there was a problem with the venue at first, but then we moved to a theater.

You know, it's odd. A lot of things happened this night/morning.

Well, I went to Makati (Ongaku) with and and . For the first part, it's was pretty normal, yeah. I don't know...A lot of people were there like and ...we helped Ate Rhea and Ate Avonne with thier hair and stuff. Pictures, lots of cute outfits, fine music and well..."skirmish"? Well, I really don't know, bt Shura_17 said by the middle of the second part that there was some scuffle outside. It had something to do, according to her, with the Ghetto-Gangster people we saw while we were talking outside. I dunno. I've been to THX before with my sister but that case didn't happen before.

Anyway, the bands were fun, I'm not sure if I'm right, but I think the band named Kuso Atama(?) was the one playing with the masks on? They were really good. Also The other bands like NeOtaku, BBS(?),and and 's band Progeny. I also got to watch them play, but then, on the middle of thier performance, my sister and parents started to call. (I'm so sorry!) ::sniff:: Well, I was supposed to go earlier really, but I had no real way of going home. And I's admit (sheesh such a sissy of me, but) It was scary. Our friend Polo texted telling us to be careful because he was almost stabbed by gangsters(?). So I wanted to go home, but I couldn't...I had no one to go with me. A part of my wanted to stay to hear the other bands play, a part of me wanted to leave. I am to hold myself accountable for my well being. I have my parents' trust in that. Also that my curfew time was 1:00, they told me. That's because they have to go to Pangasinan and they'll be back by Monday and I have to be home before they leave.

Still, I got home at about 3:30. Teeth_For_Eyes drove Juworu, Shura_17 and me to the place we can get a ride. Shura_17 accompanied me to Kapitolyo. I needed proof that I had someone with me while I travel. -_-; But back home I guess my parents were still pretty skeptic about the cosplay thing. My dad kind of implied that cosplays don't end up this late. But!! It really was!

Maybe I'm not really cut out to attend such things anymore. ::sob::

When we went out, I was so utterly confused. I don't know what I missed, and I don't know why people were also going out. I knew that there were still bands to play, but everybody went out. There was a kind of tension brewing that I really don't understand. They said that there were still bands that weren't able to play. I feel empathic for them. But I guess (just guess) that's it's due to circumstances that're dificult to control.

So Odd. No, I really don't know if I should describe it as odd or Normal.

On the way to our home, some guy was being apprehended by guards (and he was struggling) at the entrance to our street. This is the first time I experienced these things consecutively.

...I'm exhauseted. I want to sleep. Maybe this was all a bad dream. Maybe the real ongaku party's when I wake up and our street doesn't have a struggling man at the entrance and no skirmish/conflict/gangsterwars happened near THX and my friend Polo was not really threatened by a gangster. Maybe when I wake up my parents are still here and it's still early saturday afternoon, and I'm not grounded in any way.

..Ugh. Maybe.

Ahh so many to do, so little time. XD. Guess I'll have to bear the burden. My classes aren't going so well. I hope I can recover.

Anyway, after a long day with real exercise (but I'm still trying to get used to it, with my injury and all...approximately 6 more months!) and lots of food...heh heh.

I'm tired. Shall post more escapades later.

I just Finished Chinese Painting for ACP. It wasn't boring at all for me like I initially thought it would be. And snacks were delicious. Heh heh. But seriously I learned a lot in one day.

On my way home there was this guy that sang a Merry Christmas on the Jeep while distributing Flyers for the people explaining why he was asking for donations. And...weirdly, I wasn't given a flyer so I didn't know how much they'll ask. I didn't want to give my coins because the guy might be offended...so I wanted to make sure that I'll give a sufficient amount. But the people on the jeep didn't give a damn to what the cause was about.

I felt sad because the man was expecting something from them, but nobody budged. They're all so apathetic! I wanted to give my donation but the guy took off for another jeep.

I tried to read the folded peice of paper on the bag of the other guy. The donations is for a foundation for disabled people.

And then going home, a man almost got run over by the jeep I was on. more later.

I actually selected 'cat' and not 'mouse' but what the heck, I guess I'm not as perky as I want to think I am.


You're Yuki - the mouse.


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Yeah...I'm trying to create formats for each mood. ^_^

Anyway, from the start of our class this day I was already quite pissed. I mean Calculus long test for the first, and I wasn't even able to study. Well, I tried! But I fell asleep. Dang!

Anyway, I went home with Kaye and Regine Today. It was fun hanging out guys. ^_^ Yeah, If we don't have LTS yet then I think I can go to UP AME. I know you already bought me a ticket, Kaye...sorry!

We used the MRT and LRT way beacsue we can't get a ride on jeep. Anyway when I came home there was a slight skirmish with the trike of EDSA and Barangay Kapitolyo. O.o Hassle...I ran out of money too. Anyway I hope It can be resolved. Mum said they were chasing each other earlier. It was good I got home before more of those incidents happened again.

Anyway, safely at home. Printed more Physics hand outs and shall read the extremely long handouts in En12...oh, and also The Martian poem for Lit14.

I can feel the busy-ness building up. I hope I can finish my work hours before the really difficult stuff come rushing in.

(Nilabag ko na yata lahat ng rules sa pagsulat na pinabasa samin sa Fil hehehe…saka paulitulit to hahaha baka matawa lang ang mga taong makakabasa. Tamo simula palang wala nang punctuation marks... Nagamamadali kasi ako gagamitin na ang PC hahaha 2 minutes...)


Oooops! Nga pala para to kay ,

Sabi mo kasi isususpend ng gobyerno ang pasok dahil may strike ang mga jeep. Nililinaw ko lang ang ibig kong sabihin…mas madaling maintindihan kasi nakasulat.

Hindi naman sa sinasabi ko na tama ang opinion ko pero alam mo, kung ititigil ng Government ang pasok sa buong Metro Manila ay everytime na lang na may strike ay walang pasok. Gets mo ba? Parang nagpatalo sila sa strikers. Parang nagging subordinate na sila.

Ipinalabas na rin nila na ABSOLUTE ang pangangangailangan ng Manila sa kanila at walang alternative kaya kapag wala sila, titigil ang mga tao sa pagpasok. Sabi nga, “Parang na hostage ang EDUKASYON.”

Monopolyo. Kapag yun ang nangyari, tila nagkaroon sila ng malaking kapangyarihan. Sa tingin mo papayag ang gobyernong mangyari yun? Sobrang katangahan naman nun di ba? Eh ang mangyayari iisipin nila na kahit na anong demand nila may posibilidad na masunod. Eh hindi naman lahat ng demands nila ay (ano ba ang tamang term?) sound at er…pwedeng mapanunlakan(?). Ngayon pa nga lang ay nagdedemand na sila ng 10 Php na rollback sa Diesel, eh as if naman na kontrolado ng gobyerno ang oil companies. Saka ang laki nun no? 10 Php??? Kung ang Amerika nga walang nagawa sa oil price increase eh dito pa kaya?

Anyway, wala na ako sa subject…
Isa pa, sabi mo, kunwari, kaguluhan…pero alam mo iba naman yung kaguluhan per se sa Strike. Hindi porke’t may strike ay magkakagulo.

Diba nag logic na kayo? Fallacy yon. Hindi mo pwede igeneralize na porket may strike ay may kaguluhan. Pwedeng magkaroon, pero speculation lang yun.

Magpapasuspend ba sila ng klases dahil sa spekulasyon lang? Siyempre dapat mayroong sure or close to sure na hint na may banta talaga sa well-being natin. OO, maraming mahihirapan na pumasok, mahihirapan pero kaya pa rin.

Unfair sa mga taga-Pasig na pupuntang Morayta? Hindi naman lahat ng estudyante ay mangagaling sa Pasig eh. Saka makakapunta pa rin naman sila ah.

Not unless may Calamity or talagang catastrophe. Saka ayon sa news ay percentage lang ng jeep ang magstrasrike. Ibig sabihin hindi LAHAT ng public transportation. Ibig sabihin may masasakyan pa.

Sige sabi mo, “di ba pag may kaguluhan, walang pasok?” Óo naman e, baka madisgrasya pa yung mga tao.

Pero hindi parallel ang ibig sabihin ng kaguluhan sa Strike. Magkaibang bagay sila.

Kaya para sabihin na “Kapag may kaguluhan ay walang pasok., Kaya kapag may strike dapat wala ding pasok.” ay isang fallacy.

Tapos ang sabi mo, eh bakit yung analogy sa joke na sinabi ko dati. Yung analogy nay un, actually hindi pa nga analogy yun eh, PAREHO lang ang joke. Magkaiba lang ang pangalan.

“Shrek naman yang sikat na si x1, dahil sa kanya nauso ang y.” Yan ang joke one na pareho ng “Shrek naman yang sikat na si x2, dahil sa kanya nauso ang ang y2.” Na ang joke two.

Tapos joke pa yun. Sarcastic. Kaya ko lang hinambing ay dahil hindi mo ma gets yung joke.

Idedefine ko ang strike ha? Ang strike kasi ay ang pag-tigil ng pagtrabaho/paggawa ng mga tao sa mga dapat nilang gawin.

Ibig sabihin ba nun ay magkakagulo? Pwede, oo pero pwede lang. Yun na nga paulit ulit na ako, spekulasyon palang. Para magsuspend ng klases sa mere speculation ng kaguluhan ay anong klaseng desisyon? Hindi ganoon kadaling magdecide. Balik tayo sa sa anong mangyayari kapag sinuspend nila yung klases. (Nasa taas)

Tapos sinasabi na sa affected areas katulad niyo, Mendiola. Siyempre, apat isuspend ang klases. Hindi naman madidisrupt ang klase niyo eh. Ulit, magstra-strike sila, hindi rally. Titigil sila sa pagdradrive.

Pwedeng magkarally, pero hindi pa sigurado. Muli, spekulasyon lang.

Oo, maaaring isuspend ng Gobyerno ang klase ng Metro Manila, pero habang ganitong kalagayang strike pa lamang ay sa tingin mo magiging maganda ang desisyon na ito? Malaking bagay ay pagpapatigil ng klase hindi basta ganun ganun na lang. Haha paulit ulit..ako…haha… malaki ang magiging epekto nito sa ekonomiya…kahit isang araw lang.

Kung mayroon pang development ng mas siguradong pangyayaring magbabanta ng karahasan tungo sa mga sibilyan na tulad natin ay saka lang siguro natin masasabi na plausible na magpatigil ng klase.

Kung may bahid na ng kaguluhan ang strike.

Note: yung kaguluhang marahas na ha? Alam ko na ang strike ay resulta/hakbang ukol sa isang uri ng kalabuan sa pagitan ng magkaibang partido, pero wala pa namang pukpukan ng ulo. Yun lang ang ibig kong sabihin.

ok...may tawad pang 10 minutes. ) Anyway, I promised myself hat I will never ever well, relatively have myself get minus points for carelessness. Well...as our Math Long Tests came up well...yeah. I've done it again. NOT FOLLOWING DIRECTIONS. Argh! I'm so clumsy...I really have to do something about it. Anyway that'll be all for this day...

And Oh Alexander is showing today!!! Must...watch... My friend said theres a track in the OST that's titled, "Bagoas' Dance" Hmmm...that means it's there... /gg

Which makes me think that the story must've been based on the Many Renaud's The Persian Boy. But that, of course, is just a hopeful guess.

I can't wait.

This Doll looks like me...well...only that it's a rather overly improved version of me XD XD XD I;m

^_^ oh finally! Hahaha! I did a new format for my journal...wheee. ^^ I'm so happy. The midi doesn't play though. I have to get a good dumping site for non-image files like midi. Geocities isn't generous with bandwidth Well, Anyway. That's it. Just updating about my new update.

Physics Long Test just this morning. I watched a Korean Chick Flick yesterday...and that's what I reviewed: Funny, sappy *but entertaining* asian movie.

Anyway, I don't have time so, ^^ later.