An Illumination in the Shadows

mizukineige

I feel really sleepy today.

Yesterday: Arnis Midterms, Accounting Long test. Accounting Long test, accounting long test.

Today: Nothing, really, but we have praktis for Euperya for Saturday, will cram one song. We just don't know what.

Tommorrow: had plans to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, however that wouldn't possible because I had to watch a play. However We have a free cut for Comm. Which is really nice. We need the rest. My routine guidance interview is for tommorrow.

Friday: Worrying Day for Satuday, have to make sure rest of the tickets are sold as agreed.

Saturday: Law Class, Cut NSTP, Go to cousin's debut and then proceed to gig at Kolumn Bar with no time to dress up (Yes!!There is a risk of playing while wearing a dress, horrible...!) plus I had to make a bigbig , pretty worldly insignificant, but still big decision.

Sunday: REST DAY!!!! Pease please tell me it's a rest day! 

Week 1  I forgot to call this and last week hell weeks. Anyway, I was too tired and depressed to whine. Haha~

mizukineige

My blog titles suck.

I don't seem to take my entries seriously. I don't think over them at all. Anyway, does that realization mean that I should ponder over my entries?

Hahah come to think of it, I'll be the only person to read them so it doesn't matter.

Realization over.

Anyhow, there's also this problem of me, drifting about in school. I don't seem to be attentive to anything And it's nice that I have very amusing blockmates, but most of the time theres empty space in my time that is wasted by, well, doing, thinking about nothing. I don't get myself that way.

I always end up thinking about my other problems like this coming saturday for example.

That or daydreaming about pink cottoncandy clouds high up in the sky up for grabs.

mizukineige

Yes. 1053. I should assign a day for cleaning up email messages. Haha! Scary!

Anyway, yesterday was a very tiring day, after law class I had to run and borrow a guitar and effects only to find out when I got home that (on such short notice too) it was cancelled!

Huwaaa!

Anyway, I went to my cousin's debut and it was nice I wish her a happy happy18th birthday

Everything was kind of formal at first but after everyone has left my cousins and I took lotsa pictures.

And then we went pigging out after.

mizukineige

Hohum.

I'm bored.

The Japanese test a while ago was hard. I was only at the second to the last page when the bell rang. -_-;

I can sense that this is not a happy day.

For some reason I still feel lonely and left out.

Left out...where? I don't know. Must be the 'out' group, 'in' group thing our SA prof was talking about.

Or maybe because I don't have a cellphone anymore and I have no way of contacting any of my friends from other schools.

Anyway, yesterday, I searched around Cubao to look for Deeco, an electronic store to buy toggle switches for Woody(guitar) and an audio converter for Buzz(chord). It's the only store that had them for some reason. Anyway, I'm excited to have them fixed, my dad promised he'll fix it today.

Among other things yesterday, I saw a black butterfly fluttering by the LRT train station in Cubao when I got off. It was at the platform and then followed the train.

How often do butterflies get in the train station...and a pure black one at that?

Butterflies have a mysterious connotation, and what's more, black butterflies denotes death, can feel spirits.

So I hurried out of the platform and prayed that nothing bad would really happen. Well...whoever the butterfly was following...well...death was near him/her. May it be a person dear to him/her had died, or will die, or he/she himself/herself.

That's superstitious...and stupid of me...

But I happen to like butterflies. So I was a bit frightened, no, more like worried.

So when I got home, I made a little ditty about it, just to get the thoughts off my head.

The meaning veers a bit close to death but not quite.

I called it black butterfly.

mizukineige

** heh heh... I  encountered this pic in the net a while ago. Hehe I miss Hyde and larc. :p I haven't been listening to or watching them for some time.

Heh heh heh heh heh heh.

So I'm watching the Club Circuit video now...

Hyde ish wob.

My most favoritest guy vocalist in the world.