For some strange reason I feel uncomfortable.
I left my blockmates at the caf to type in a blog. I feel strange. I feel that there's something I need to do on my own for some strange reason...
...nah maybe it's just lack of sleep.
...Anyhow...
Fall
Little drops of rain fall down the leaves of trees
the roofs of the buildings
The eyes of lonely people.
I had my hair assessed yesterday. I can't believe that the whole blue do will cost me 2,300 for only 3 months even with short hair. huwaa...It's not worth it...well actually it is kind of, but I don't have the money for it...at least not yet.
I got to rest only until very late yesterday because my sister wanted to watch monster in law. And then I had to go to school early because I had to bring my cousin's homework to his classroom.
And all these after THE long long hell week, and I was planning to have Sunday as my rest day.
So now, I'm still too tired.
But it's ok, I guess, because Monster in law wasn't that bad a movie. And my sister treated me a dye at the salon...even if it's not the color I want. (I will not bleach my hair until I have saved up for blue, I swear). We had dinner at Dencio's, so I guess I enjoyed yesterday, even if I'm sleepy now.
No, sleepy sleepy sleepy now...
...I wonder how I'll survive this day without dozing off? (Especially in Eco class...I learn a lot of things, yeah, but for some reason I feel much sleepier in this class...ambiance, maybe?)
Anyway, jap class is 5 minutes away.
Me shall post again haha!
Ironic that it should rain hard today.
I was also crying hard today.
My sister would not believe that I did NOT use her things. She believes that lazy laundry washer of hers. I didn't want to argue anymore, but she took my jacket and my pants because she said I was using hers. And then she said I used her jazz pants. Yeah right, first of all our PE class has it's own arnis uniform, and I wasn't able to bring pants for the comm event I even had to borrow from my blockmate Face (which is still in the laundry (lazy lazy laundry woman) sorry Face!) Anyway, even if I knew I had to bring Jazz pants I have plenty of my own, and in many colors too, I also have two black pants, so why is she saying that I used hers?!
And her jacket, yeah I borrowed it from her like, *a month* ago. And I put it in her laundry basket right away. I mean, it's not fair that she blames me now that it's not with her yet. Why doesn't she ask Aling Cora where it is?
(Aling Cora who always tell her ask me, even if I'm totally not in the picture (that's what she always says to cover her own mistakes and it sucks) well, she's at the brink of being fired anyway).
So she took my hooded jacket. She takes a taxi going to work and home, and to top that, her office is just an MRT away. I have to commute using 2 trains or three jeeps and my brother has not even returned my umbrella yet. Hasn't it occured to her that feeling a bit cold and a bit unfashionable is not so bad as opposed as freezing to death and coming home dripping wet?
That's so much bullshit.
I don't feel like working today even though I have to.
Plus, I left all my pens at home, along with my accounting homework and red book. Lovely.
I hate today. I know that I shouldn't say that it's just the start of the day. We'll try to jam later at home and my friends and I are going to Big Sky to watch a gig.
Which reminds me, I haven't studied for Law yet.
I feel like crying more.
I'm feeling better now! Thanks to everybody 
I reconciled with my sister. It's also nice having friends who care.
was planning to work today, but OAA was closed. Oh well. there's always tommorrow.
No practice for the past two(?) months?? Also not much communication with bandmates either...(except kay nica haha relatively sa net lang)
>.< tried tinkering with flash. I'm a bit more acquainted with it now...still need help...
Comm LT tommorrow. I'm too lazy to study but I have to so I guess Ill try...
Still no internet at home. I feel like a limb was amputated. XP
I'm speaking in fragments, too many things to think about, I can't think straight about one thing at a time.
I'm bored hahaha...
Shall return and watch my new larc dvd at home. (I already watched it before hahaha but the DVD version will be a fun rerun)
RANT: Mga taong hindi nagpaparandam!!! GRRR!!! Magparandam naman kayo... Wala na ngang praktis wala pang contact... XO
I don't want to do anything but sleep and dream, and fade away. I'm so tired...
So far, the day has been so bad to me. I left my accounting book in seven eleven (or at least im hoping, that it wasn't in the jeep.).
Find out that I'm doing very well in my Jap class--when I'm present. So due to my lates (due to the erratic changes in transportation in katipunan, trike bans and the like,) I have a big red F in my class standing!
Sucks. This semester will be the lowest ever in terms of QPI and mood.
>.<
snagged from yocia's quiz...
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Rain rain go away...return when I'm at home ready to fall fast asleep...and will never wake...
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God is so good to me. I found my book and lunch at the same 7/11 branch yesterday. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God.
For Him I can't be so sad and depressed and dark, but I am.
And I don't get it. I don't get myself.
So sleepy. (Always sleepy)
Bored bored bored bored!
So much to do for next next week. 
But then yay! No more classes after that...
Still...
Right now...
I'm somewhere in the universe, floating, and alive only for a fleeting second, waiting for the ride home.
