Entries for October, 2005

October 18th, 2005

Sheesh...People

Why are the people you expect to make you feel good end up being the people who make you most miserable? Yeah, friends. All my bad vibes goes to them again. I wonder why... My brother told me it'll be easier not to care... Good idea. I better not. I hope I come to meet better people like those in school...the only thing is that it's sem break...and I don't really have contact with the lot of them. It just sucks that I kinda ditched some things I enjoy for them and they leave dead air. Sucks! And I guess I really don't want to care anymore.
Posted by mizukineige at 10:50 PM | drop a wish

October 29th, 2005

Couch Potato haha :P

That reminds me of my Physics report last year.

Couch Potatoing. (If there was such a word)

Wheee! After a long time, I get to lie on the sofa and watch Tv for a long, long, time.

Today i'm finishing my Getbackers marathon, with the complete DVD series. Wheee!

By the way, I haven't gone online for quite some time now. Darn it...It feels sad to leave all my blogs and other online activities hanging and forsaken. But that's just for a while. And I miss my computer too. I haven't touched it for a while. Not since my brothers installed thier Neverwinternights expansion pack. Argh. But I guess I can't blame them.  That game really is addicting.

It just stinks that I have to fight for it all of the time.

Gig tommorrow. No practice, good luck, yeah?  

More more more. I can't believe that my 'finals' week acne mark never left my face. Happens all the time. Sheesh. I've got one big pimple like a nose piercing (in my nose of course haha). Bleck.

Anyway. Anyway. Anyway...I made a song again this week. Hurrah! But it's not done yet. It's in the making in my super secret written journal.) It just popped while I was experimenting with unusual chords. Shall post lyrics sometime soon. (Heh heh as if matters)

And I borrowed Kenzo's phone for the meantime so I'm not so out of reach. Except that nobody knows that I have my cellphone again haha! Bummer. Ironic much?

Anyway as usual I know nothing about when registration dates are. They're all in .pdf format, and we don't have internet yet, and this computer has just been reformatted. So...help me anyone.

Hee hee. I'm not happy, not sad either. It's nice being neutral for a while, but then again I'm aware that it's the most dangerous state of being. But anyway, I haven't been like this for while. Haaay, it's so fun not having to take things so seriously, because I know that next semester I'll have no choice...Oh well. I'll enjoy it while it lasts. Even though it's when I feel this way that I am most emotionally vulnerable. Vulnerable in sense that when situations get out of hand, I wouldn't know what to do, not like when I am in sadness or giggly happy, I'd be ready to take strong emotions of hurt or joy, but in times like this. It's scary.

It's like a blank page. Any form of pigment would be a drastic ugly change. It doesn't get pretty until it's almost full of paint again.

Hmm...but as I've said. I'll still enjoy these moments while they last.

Posted by mizukineige at 01:31 AM | 1 feathers